~My Story~

The Evil thought in my mind is expanding,
I never thought that you will start to say,
I thought we can just like before,
Acting know nothing and continue to cheat me,
but today you ended up this,
Is that you really cry just because of reading my blog?
My blog is nothing not even fo ryou, also for all of us,
Its only a tools for me to release my anger,
Everyone was talking about you before,
Are you taking advantages of me?
I begging them you are not,
I just can tell you,
You are the 3rd person in my heart,
You said that you are guilty,
but I think the really stupid one is me,
the one who dont want to accept the truth,
You dont need to say sorry,
I am the only one party is willing,
You request me that to forget about the past,
Its cant be removed from either my mind or your mind,
You said that its might be a nightmare for you or me?
but I think it is not,
Its just a piece of picture in my mind...
Yeah, Its true,
I am happy whenever i talk to you or Msn with you in net,
I accept the request from the your heart of being a true friend with me,
You dont need to feel guilt of the fact I treating you well,
I told you before I like the long hair you have,
You cannot just take it as a excuse,
I know that is not a excuse of cutting your hair short,
All I can say now is let it be the past of us...

I dont like to be lost,
but now I am a loser,
Eventhough I quite satisfy my study and my life,
but I am still a loser in Love and Friend relationship,
Its have been long time I have that way of thinking,
I just cant have a normal life,
I wont just give up like that also,
As Dailou quote [何必为了一个sifu, 而放弃更多的sifu呢？]
I will keep on searching and searching for my ms right. XD