~My Story~

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Just want to tell u all,

I am emo-ing right now,
I don't know what caused it,

Maybe because of today result is released?

Yea, I agree with that,

because i not so sastified with my result,

I thought i can got 4.0,

but now i only got 3.95,

The only 1 subject got A- is Writing For Science,

this is what I expected,

Anyway its still in my range of expectation [ 3.95-4.00 ],

I am so thankful to God for praying me, XD

I shall happy with my result now,

I need to work harder and harder in order to get Full scholarship in degree,

Many people think that I crazy with my result,

Said that I am greedy with my result,

I not greedy okay,

I just want to confirm I can get Full Scholarship before my father is retire,

I don't want to lose the only one money source in my family,

I don't want to be a burden just because of my studies,

so I have to score it,

nono, its a MUST,

So all now is depend on my 3rd sem result~

Although i know its really hard for me,

because i have counted that I have to score all A in sem 3 in order to push up my cgpa to 3.9 and above,

huh? its really hard rite?
Its a Dream for me?

I wish i could do it~

Back to the topic of emo-ing,

Maybe because of game stuff?

Today I have a discussion with friends,

Anyway its really brings me down because of the 8.8m VIP slot for zkm helm is off, -.-

I thought I can go by this week,

But i was wrong,

They off the offer a long time ago,

So i got to find a new zakum organiser,

Now I got a zkm org from Siong, [ fei and clyde's friend ]

I have enough fund,

But what I scare now is DC,

They didnt refund if you were DC,

Its hard to find a zkm org who fulfill my requirement,

because most of them are not refunding if you were DC,

Haiz,

I not dare to take the risk,

Its cost 20m or abv for me,

Its just a short term dream for me~

Nightmare,

I having above 2 nightmare for everyday,

I don't know why I will become like this,

But i am just dreamed of some weird dreams,

Its really scary and everytime i will awake when THE THING is approach me,

I not dare to think of it,

I also can't straight fall at sleep at night although I go to bed very early,

Maybe i not tire? not sleepy?

I hope i will getting better soon...

@ noted that BOH and KUAN are withdraw, They going Ktar jor...

A nightmare to TD1? No more Class rep, Hate it ...
@@ Ah fei told me maybe he will go MMU, but it is only IF...

@@@ Many people failed in Math II, Cheer up for those who failed in MATH...

@@@@ Hope Kar Wai's Appeal for his Public Speaking Success!!!

Anyway Wish you have a nice day in sem 3 for UTAR friends,

Wish you Happy for those not sastified with your results,

May be you are the only ONE who lucky =)

Its have been long time you didn't chat with me,
The longest time I didnt chat with you,
I realise that we nothing to talk besides studies,
I can't even find any sub-topics to chat with you,
Does we have any same interest?
Yea, may be there is one,
but why we lack of chatting lately,
I wondering you are busy or what,
Our's distance is getting far away from each others,
I feel so unhelped and don't know what to do next,
Just like last week saturday,
I purposely nudge you and then we said nothing 1,
Look like its the limit of us?
I hope that we will be getting better soon,
in sem3?
My result is going out soon,
Pray for me please~

Here the mad driver, I hope it won't be me. =p Enjoy yourself~

Can i win this time?
Du tup, Du tup, Du tup,
My heart beats faster than before,
I always have that feeling before my result come out,
We left 1 more week to know our sem 2 result,
Is that scary?
Scare disappointed myself,
I am putting all of my confidence, effort, spirit into it,
Can I really own?
GOD bless me...

Yeah?
I am fat mou at home these 2 week,
I doing nth within these 2 week,
Maple, Anime, Manga, Movie, Drama, Pps, XG,
Is what I done within these 2 week.

I am confusing?

你站在窗邊，突然一塊石頭砸在窗戶的玻璃上，被嚇了一跳的你覺得玻璃怎樣了呢？
　
（一）玻璃中間裂了一條線　
（二）玻璃裂成一片蜘蛛網　
（三）玻璃全碎了　
（四）玻璃完好如初

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〔解析〕

★玻璃中間裂了一條線

　　你就像這塊玻璃一樣，看起來滿堅強的，但是傷痕卻一直存在於你的心裡，久久不能消失，對於好強的你來說，哪能夠忍受呢？所以你會將傷痛化為報復，讓自己活得更好、變得更漂亮，讓他後。其實你對他在某些程度上的依賴滿重的，這樣的你要完全走出失　戀的陰影，大概需要半年的時間哦！

★玻璃裂成一片蜘蛛網

　　你失戀後，會不斷地想起和他的種種回憶，尤其在你感到寂寞的時候，思緒更是集中在往日的甜蜜之中，很難走出來。不過還好，因為玻璃碎裂的情況越嚴重，則心裡的傷痕復原的越快，所以這樣的現象會隨著時間漸漸淡去，不會太久的。但是也得要耗個三個月左右哦！

★玻璃全碎了

　　你是一個阿莎力的人，來得快，去得也快。你很容易因為一點小小的事物或感覺立刻墜入情網，而當感覺不對了，必須結束戀情時，你也很能夠看得開。選這個答案的你是最不令人擔心會想不開的。失戀當然使你難過，可能在大哭一場後，又能積極地面對生活了。你只要大約三天時間，就可將傷痕平復了！

★玻璃完好如初

　　其實不是玻璃沒裂，而是你在心裡保持它的完整，不希望它破。這樣的你，失戀後非常不容易走出他的陰影，出了門也儘可能地在路人甲、乙、丙中搜尋和他相似的身影。你要完全走出失戀的傷痕需要很長的時間，至少一年，甚至更久呢！人是不能一直活在回憶當中的，奉勸你一定要拿出勇氣來擺脫它，迎接新的生活，否則下一段更好的戀情可是不會到來的唷！

@@ I am 玻璃裂成一片蜘蛛網 types, how about you?~

A boring day again,
Today I watched Anime as usual I did,
I am crazy in tracking Anime as well as Manga,
I go cut my hair also,
I quite satisfied with my hair style,
What I not satisfied is with the past,
the everything you did to me,
I don't know what to do and not dare to think,
You just act knew nothing yesterday,
May be its the best solution to us?
I think so...

We all just play by you,
I don't know why you want to do so,
I don't know what you think so,
I don't know what you gonna do next?
It was just unpredictactable,
it proved that you are untouchable,
but you chose to be honest yesterday,
I am really happy with that,
I thought all of these will continue,
You told me that everything is a mistake,
At least you told me that the post is not for me,
the story is just same like us,
I have to say sorry to "her fren" also,
Sorry for the everything that I did to you,
She told me at last,
I went to your blog also,
I can feel how sadness you went before,
it was just same to us,
but i really care the last word you wrote,
"好恨那男的与之前的我自己..."
I don't know whether the man you mentioned is talking about me,
but I hope you can calm down...

Starting from today,
will be no test for me,
because its untrue and I think i should conclude it,
My Final Mark for this test is FAIL,
My mind cannot without you just for a few minute,
Should i glad for it?
Why man needs a woman?
Does a woman is troublesome?
Do you agree?
I don't know~

@ A Place that I'd Like to Travel To :

@ A Favourite Food:

@ A Favourite Place :

@ A Nickname I Had :

@ College Major :

@ A Favourite Colour :

@ Name of My Love :

@ A Bad Habit :

@ The City I Live In :

@ The City I was Born :

@ Hobby :

@ Wishlist :

Guess what?
Today is Valentine's Day,
but i do nothing today,
Today, the first day without her,
I gonna do a test for myself,
Test on how many times I think of her each day starting from today of course,
the mark range for the test is from 0 to 100,
Just like school result,
40 mark means pass and below than 40 means fail,
I never lie you all,
Today i have been checked for her blog for around 10+ times,
Starting from 11am the time i woke up until now 9.43pm,
I keep thinking of how you would response to your friend who asking you { Are you okay? }
but you just dont want to reply them,
Lucky I still have a lot of friends,
who willing to help me,
Dailou, I really appreciate what you told me last night,
I am fine all the time,
Today i just watching some horror movie and playing maple with Clyde,
I really appreciate you who is willing to listen to me,
I am glad that I have you as a Best Friend,
Although i quiet lazy in Farming-.-,
I only interested in training or chionging,
Anyway thank you~

14-02-2009's mark = 20% ====p

Ya,
I really put it down since the day you sms to me,
At that time,
I think I really dont dare to think about you,
We just over there,
but what happening now is,
everyone not include you are giving hope to me,
they said i should try 1 more time,
Thay why I got that way of thinking,
You are right,
I have an answer in my heart,
I know for those who are taking advantages of me,
and I never think of you that way,
Since from the day you sms to me,
I already treat you as my best friend,
even further than the 1st in my heart,
Dont need to say sorry again,
I scare your friend will blame me,
Turn back i will be feel guilt,
haha~

The Evil thought in my mind is expanding,
I never thought that you will start to say,
I thought we can just like before,
Acting know nothing and continue to cheat me,
but today you ended up this,
Is that you really cry just because of reading my blog?
My blog is nothing not even fo ryou, also for all of us,
Its only a tools for me to release my anger,
Everyone was talking about you before,
Are you taking advantages of me?
I begging them you are not,
I just can tell you,
You are the 3rd person in my heart,
You said that you are guilty,
but I think the really stupid one is me,
the one who dont want to accept the truth,
You dont need to say sorry,
I am the only one party is willing,
You request me that to forget about the past,
Its cant be removed from either my mind or your mind,
You said that its might be a nightmare for you or me?
but I think it is not,
Its just a piece of picture in my mind...
Yeah, Its true,
I am happy whenever i talk to you or Msn with you in net,
I accept the request from the your heart of being a true friend with me,
You dont need to feel guilt of the fact I treating you well,
I told you before I like the long hair you have,
You cannot just take it as a excuse,
I know that is not a excuse of cutting your hair short,
All I can say now is let it be the past of us...

I dont like to be lost,
but now I am a loser,
Eventhough I quite satisfy my study and my life,
but I am still a loser in Love and Friend relationship,
Its have been long time I have that way of thinking,
I just cant have a normal life,
I wont just give up like that also,
As Dailou quote [何必为了一个sifu, 而放弃更多的sifu呢？]
I will keep on searching and searching for my ms right. XD

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
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1. Will Crazy on Maple, but its ex story.
2. Dont like to eat too much Chocolate.
3. Like to take photos, of myself and friends, but dont like to take picture with my friend.
4. Like to listen music when i studying.
5. Dont like somebody is around me when i am studying.
6. Always think of weird and crazy things. -.-
7. Never Give up.
8. A very straight forward person.
9. Like to sleep and eat the most but lazy to do exercise.
10. Like manga or comics SO much~
11. Always stick to my lappy when there's internet. :)
12. Like to scold people if i could.
13. Will studying non-stop once in serious mood.
14. Like to win people.
15. Interested in searching girls.

the LUCKY one. =D

@ Wei Hao
@ Meng Teik
@ Chin Wei
@ Soke Sien
@ Yenn Rou
@ Wan Kah
@ Siew Lee
@ Ezra Sang
@ Pei Shan
@ Chyuan Ning

@@ PS : First time play tag, Sorry for those who kena...

I did a lot of efforts on this sem2,
I swear that i must score straight A and getting 4.0 cpga,
I know that it is hard for me to score A in Writing for Science,
but this time and next time also,
Why I want to get 4.0 cpga,
it is because of I want to get full scholarship in degree,
here some seriuos news heard from my friend [Yong, my previous housemate],
He is now studying degree course in Setapak,
He told me his sem3 got 3.6 or 3.7 cpga,
now taking half scholarship,
In order to get full scholarship,
You must score above 3.9 cpga, or else lower than 3.9 and higher than 3.8 cpga,
You only can get half scholarship,
I did quite good in sem1,
I got 3.83 cpga last time,
Now i must score 4.0 in order to increase my cpga for foundation....

Everyone is counting me can score straight A in sem2 including myself,
because my coursework for Writing for Science got the highest in my class,
This is a very good chance given by god,
so, before exam,
I did a lot of researchs and search some essay topic for the exam,
and I lucky and kena 2 of it,
I think I wont be have any problems in essay part,
For the error identification,
I also did a lot of pass year paper,
discuss with friend,
but I still make a lot of mistakes in this exam,
For the section C, I think i wont be any problem also, HEHE,
Now onli pray for my paper is marking by a KIND lecturer...

All my talent subjects like Chemistry, Physics, Programming and Math,
I also will feel stressful at the night before the exam day,
I was studying all the time when i am free,
I even off my hand phone and my msn,
because I hate people asking me question when i am concentrating,
and I hate my housemate who also keep asking me weird questions,
until i cannot withstand it,
I not lecturer and not even GOD,
How I know the way you wrote is wrong or correct,
I also dont know their marking scheme,
Honestly, I dont have any tips in sem1,
but sem2 I got tips for Writing for Science and Public Speaking.
I never thought that for my most favaurite subject [Math],
I will make a lot of mistakes in the exam,
lucky I got re-check after I am done,
but the every question i checked,
there is for sure got a small mistake in the begining of the step,
and then it will make me lost whole mark for that question,
I only manage to re-check 2 question,
I hope my others question didnt make any mistake,
For the Problem Solving and Programming,
my class is at PA147,
and Ms Tee was my invigilator at that time,
I never thought that got 2 people was asking her question,
like What is Funtion? and What does the last question means?
I completely stunned that time,
I wonder why ms Tee will answer their question,
actually for my last question answer is almost correct,
but the starting part to prompt and get a value from user 1 wrong,
Why I know I am wrong?
because I saw them ask her question then i also go ask for helps,
HAHA,
lucky sia, if not i gonna give mark for her,
and this time you are sitting beside me also HAHA...

All I hope now is I can got 4.0 cpga in sem2,
I always believe that,
effort making yourself success,
practice more making yourself perfect,
and more Expectation will make yourself success, happy and stressful~

Its have been long time I didnt touch my blog.
Now i am Back~
Today I just finish our last sem2 subject which is Public Speaking,
Honestly, its quite easy,
but i did a lot of careless mistakes,
Its no doubt, I will at least do wrong 1 question whenever i saw you -.-
Yes, today I meet you,
and you are wearing the same color shirt as me [ Black ]...
LOL, i never thought that day when Problem solving and Programming exam you are sitting beside me.
Haha, never thought you are same class as me,
the only one times I same class with you these 2 fcking exam week.
I still can remember the day I first time meet you,
that time i was taking bus with Wei Hao,
and you were sitting just 1meter from me,
you was going KL central monorail that time,
I wondering where your house are...

Luckly I know one of my friend are know you,
I need to speed up to find out what your name,
You are different as the first time i met you,
now you are wearing glass during exam period,
your look just like a gentleman and look like very polite,
and today you just passing by me when you are going toilet.
OMG! Dont think of others ways,
I am normal ok,
Just curious to find out who you are!!!

In this sem 2,
I quite enjoy during the time with my friend and family,
and I am happy my result is improving and better than before,
I wish I could score straight A in sem2 and getting 4.0 cpga,
not only this time, but also everytime i exam,
I hope I can exceed people and got the highest place where I can feel it,
My result is pretty good but my family problem are comes to me,
Last month, my mum and grandmum was quarrelling just for the KFC -.-
My mum was scolding us,
why we want to take KFC as dinner,
can't you all take some food that are not "ri qi",
LOL, then my grandmum was hurt because she think that,
my mum scolding is equal to scolding her,
at last, my grandmum can't withstand with my mum's nagging and the war is starting,
That time i was went out to help my mum buy food near my house and I miss it,
What I knew from my cousin is,
My grandmum is crying after that and standing outside,
My Mum was just acting know nothing,
and My sister was crying because of my grandmum was crying,
COME ON man,
Just a dinner, don't need to be like that,
This all is caused by my mum,
After that, I was keep on blaming on my mum,
and my Mum and my grandmum was in cold war mood until the CNY,
Luckly they are fine now...

Another problem here,
its all about my 2 sister,
the elder 1 everynight like to hang out with her friend to yamcha and so on,
everytime need us to wait her although she ask us to sleep early,
hey, you are girl,
mum and dad is worrying about you because you go out for a whole midnight,
and the younger 1 is the most serious 1,
because she just like dunwan study and keep hangout with friend to Sg wang,
she still small ok,
My family always warning her and dont allow her to go out every week,
the friend she going with are girl and her boy friend -.-
Her ex boyfriend are treating her quite well,
buy a HP for her, a bear and so on....
I dont know the reason why they were done,
but what i know now is she is getting a new boyfriend today,
last week she was so stupid and stuborn,
go to HIS house to stay summore still cheat us going a GIRL house stay,
For now on,
My family was strictly looking at her,
we wont let her do anything wrong,
ITS so troublesome....

I dont know why these problems are coming to me,
but i wonder why this EVIL mind is regaining back again,
I thought i was forget all about him,
and start a new life at UTAR with my study now,
but there is some new things to me again,
when I can let you all go?
onli GOD know!!!