~My Story~

Tuesday, a toughest day in a week in UTAR,
Today i having my class start from 9am until 5pm.
Such a busy day,
Morning, I will be going for Maths lecturer and tutorial class.
Our Maths tutor is Ms pua, [YEAH, happy XD]
but today she is not coming to our class,
so Mrs Chuah will be replacing her for 1 week,Mr Chuah,
a old guys who wearing a spectacle and a thin guys,
He teaching us a wrong solution for determining which function is One to one function....


After that I having lunch with my gangs (Leong, Anson, Fei and me) XD
As usual, we go Pc block for having our lunch there.
[Because Ah Fei dont like PA Block food, LOL]
After ate lunch,
we rush for our 3rd class today, [Problem Solving and Programming]
I was worrying about programming,
I heard from someone asid that programming is a hardest subject in the 2nd sem,
but i was trying to think that it is a easy subject,
I hope I wont so worry this subject like i facing English Language,
In sem 2, I will be facing 2 weak subject which is Public Speaking and Writing for science,
In order to maitain my cgpa well in sem 2,
I have to work hard for others subject,
so I hope that it is a easy subject,
At the moment my lecturer came in to the class,
WOAH! [is a Lenglui and young lady]
her speaking is quite ok,
At least she is quite kind and treat us like friend,
We end the class at 1 hour but we still having 1 more hour,
So we arguing with her to let us go early,
Finally,
she say we can leave the class after we done her work,
Hehe, So nice what....


Haiz,
Actually early end the class is a bad new for my class,
because we still have a last class today which is chemistry,
then now we having 1 and half hours break after programming class,
so, of course,
My gang will be going CC [Computer lab] as usual,
So sien la today,
After playing half hour at the lab,
then i decided to enter class early...
At class,
I feel so helpless and loneliness,
sawing ck group except Tracy and Chin Wei talking gossip and i cant jion them,
Tracy going out with TD4 and Chin Wei was reading novel at the class,
When i talk to Leong, Anson and Jia Cong,
I found that actually I dont have much topic with them,
Is it we are came from different background and different interests,
we talking not more than 20 sentence then no more topic can talk liao,
Then I go to Chin Wei there and accompany her,
Suddenly, Ck, Dai Lou and frog Zai were joining us,
Dai Lou wanna listen me and her story,
then I ma honestly told them lo,
What I hurt the most is about yesterday sensitive topic,
Its about the Effective Kissing topic,
Dai Lou told me that,when my group were doing outline,
He saw her keep watching Dillion,
We think she may be scared Dillion minds,
So she was keep watching him,
then I quickly run away from them to avoid listen what they saying,
I also feel that my relationship with her is getting worse...


After that my chemistry lecturer was came in which is Ms Tan teck Yee,
Hehe,
Actually she quite good de,
She giving us a lot of the informations but she is quite slow compare to others lecturer,
The first topic of the Chemistry is related Periodic Table as i have learned from Form 4,
but its quite detail and deep in the periodic table...
In the way I going back home,
I was worrying about this sem i cant score more than 3.8 cgpa in the final exam,
So,
Start from now i have to work more hard as sem 1,
and put more effort at those weak subject...


My UTAR life is getting hard and hard,
and I is getting lonely and lonely....


My Recovering Song,

Homeless from Leona Lewis,

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so
your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain
I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

缓慢 from 神木与瞳，

一双铁翅膀 送我到这地方
天快亮 舍不得这机场
缓慢的游荡 在拥挤的机场 风一样

多少荧光屏 总是闪烁不定
天与地 在中间他来临
缓慢的北京 有否我期待的 一个你

忘记你说你会继续 还是要结束
分开时只管哭 我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎

等的太久不想继续 也不愿结束
分开使我走出 最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

一杯热咖啡 滴不出我的泪
他是谁 在拥抱的是谁
缓慢的流泪 我没有太伤悲 我以为

忘记你说你会继续 还是要结束
分开时只管哭 我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎

等的太久不想继续 也不愿结束
开使我走出 最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

woo...wo...woo...

忘记你说你会继续 还是要结束
分开时只管哭 我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎

等的太久不想继续 也不愿结束
开使我走出 最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

woo...wo...woo...

Better man from Robbie Williams,

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience'
Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blameRest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward boundLove is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen on stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love
need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man


Better in time from Leona Lewis,

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going , Coming
Thought i heard a knock
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now i have realised
that i really didn't knooOooOw
If you didn't notice
You mean everything(quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all i know is)
I'm be oooOook
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah(It'll All get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile because i deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would
remind meWas it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it(hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And i know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything(quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All i know is)
I'm be ok
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smilebecause i deserve too
ooh(It'll all get better in time)
Since there's no more you and me
(No more you and me)
This time i let you go
so i can be free
And Live my life how it should be
(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes i Will
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
I'm gonna smile
cos i deserve too yes i do
(It'll all get better in time)
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Going to smile
cos i deserve too
Ooooooh


也许有一天 from JS，

也许有一天　我会爱上你
也许有一天　我们在一起
也许有一天　等一个
也许也许有一天　我们都忘记
如果一切都会过去　不如留点回忆
当我看着你的眼睛　我等的是奇迹
也许有一天　你会想起我
也许有一天　我们都忘记
就算一切都会过去　还是应该伤心
当你睁开你的眼睛　看一看我的心
如果一切都会过去　不如留点回忆
当我看着你的眼睛　我等的是奇迹　（我等的是奇迹）
也许有一天　你会想起我
也许有一天　我们都忘记
也许有一天　我们都忘记